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行事曆和黃色蠟筆,以及日記跟微笑貼紙

2010年11月26日

[  ]惡性循環

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2010年11月24日

[日記]包袱

很喜歡有自己的時光,像那樣子逛逛文具店
然後想著這個可以給誰,要準備甚麼給朋友
聖誕節要到了是不是要寫張卡片之類的

2010年11月20日

[  ]微小

心情很複雜甚麼都做不了
明明還欠了會議紀錄還有實習紀錄
我根本沒有心情打

現在很想哭

[日記]出口,另外的出口

好像每次結束或是說清楚的時候
就是會說
謝謝,還有對不起。是一種習慣,也是一種自我安慰,更是突顯自己的自我信心不足

另外一個出口算是解脫了自己吧


2010年11月16日

[日記]是案主

這時候才發現身邊甚麼問題都出現了
各式各樣的,我自己真的是案主,是個需要別人幫忙的案主

可是好像只有我自己才有辦法解決自己的問題


2010年11月14日

[日記]討厭自己打混

「小說是我脫離現實生活到另一個國度的工具,也是我活出自己的工具。」
腦中有許多許多想法可以化成小說
但是就是提不起勁來完成,只好把想法先記起來,等以後再把點子拿來利用了

2010年11月7日

[情記]同志大遊行

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2010年11月6日

[日記]好像太多了

事情出乎意料的多
令人多到想要逃避這一切
有時候會想想,要是沒有這麼多該有多好。

2010年11月4日

[工日]混亂到我快炸了!!

生活甚麼時候開始只能過得像機器一樣
渾渾噩噩,茫然度日,這樣機械式的過生活

少了樂趣,變成黑白的日子
裝飾黑白只剩下無數的煩悶恐慌茫然與無助